Lacy

Well, I go back to ww tonight. I missed last week and I’m kinda nervous about going back.. guess we’ll see if I have gained, maintained, or lost

Saturday was my birthday.. I went off program for it yea.. I just need to get back in the saddle with it. I also got engaged Sunday to my Markus lol.. We had just got back from getting the ring when I found out my neighbor who lives in my grandmothers house committed suicide.. So it was an eventful weekend.

we are below three hundred ladies and gentlemen!

I’ll tell you the weekends are hell. It seems I do alright but this weekend I was off. Actually, I have been off since Thursday. Yesterday was horrible. I swear all I wanted to do was eat all day long. I worked out monday and wednesday. Friday I got too busy so today I walked two miles. Tomorrow I’ll work out. I’ve been thinking about walking everyday after curves or working out the three days and then walking the rest. Well, I got weight watchers tomorrow. I’ll let you know!

It’s hard to believe, but I’ve been doing weight watchers for almost a month now. I lost 2.7 last week but they round up if it’s over .5 so yea. I really haven’t noticed much difference in my size to be honest. My mom says u can tell and mark says he has noticed it. It feels good to have support for this other than just family. I mean my family always supports me when I have tried to loose weight, but between this site and Ww I feel alot better about it.

So.. this week has been ok. I have cut back on my desserts.. I also went down in points last week. I’m down to forty one a day now. I semi weighed this morning looks like i’ve lost a pound. I suppose I’m looking for instant results and i’m working on my mental thinking. I’ve almost been working on it a whole month. It doesn’t seem like that long. Mark said he’s proud that even when we go out I stick with it. I like the support from weight watchers it’s totally different than what I thought.

I have lost 1.6 pounds this week.  OK, so I realize now that though the smart ones desserts are small in points..it does not mean that due to the fact you have 15 points left over you can eat three desserts.. Yeah.. that would be what has hindered last weeks success rate.  I”m sorry I have a problem with sugar, sweets..etc Last night after the meeting.. I went to a local resturant and ate.. cheeder cheese potato soup..which came in this amazing bread bowl.. omg.. So shouldn’t have ate it.. but I did…and then.. I did the next best thing..I shouldn’t have done that either..and I don’t do it a lot..it’s just a fall back sometime.. I won’t do it again.. it’s just.. I don’t know.. errrr

Well, last week I had lost 5 pounds.  Weight watchers is pretty good. I worked out four times last week.  I’m most impressed.  Jennifer signed up Friday.  SO, things are looking up. Tonight is our next meeting.  I’m going to work out around 4 or so I think. I had a salad around one so I wanted to wait and let it settle before working out.  So, fingers crossed

Well, I went to Curves Thursday.  They’ve started Curves smart.  It’s supposed to be like your own personal trainer for your workout.  I was kinda pissed cause I weighed the other day and the scale said I had lost 10 pounds and then when I weighed there it was just four pounds and four inches.. WTF? Yeah that’s what I was thinking..

I applied for the Nursing program the other day. I suppose, I will hear about it before the end of December.  Mark and I are doing fine as usual.  LOL.. We had this long discussion the other day about how the romance was going away… not all of it just a few bits and pieces here and there, simply because we don’t get to see each other a lot.  Then just a few days ago a friend of his had a massive wreck in their 18 wheeler.  From what everyone has said he is beyond lucky to survive and I just thank God above that Mark hasn’t been in a wreck yet.

Well, let’s see.. I counted it up and this month I will be working a total of 320 hours at my two jobs. I’m a nurses aide, but they’re training me to be team leader now. Curves is a total back burner because I’m working so many doubles I can’t go work out (7 am to 11 pm) Today a girl told me I was slimming up. I was impressed with that. I don’t or haven’t seen much action on the scale.. I’m drinking about 80 to over a 100 oz of water a day.