Lacy

today was my first day at curves. you’ll have to excuse the no caps. i’m typing this on my phone. i enjoyed it. it wasn’t six flags.. but hell i’m exercising so i can go to six flags or any where and feel good about me.. i can do it but currently i’m wanting a twenty piece honey bar b q wings from kfc my mouth waters at the thought… yea smaller jeans here i come ha ha

SO, I totally have blown it.. I know I’ve gained more weight than I had on to begin with.  It sucks.. I’m 25 years old and I’m almost at 350.  Sex sucks, well, not really, but it just puts a hinderance on it.  I want to feel good about myself.  I want that body I had a few years back, before I had the job at the all you can eat chinese buffet….

It’s so hard.. and I was walking with a friend..and then it got hot and she no longer wanted to do anything..