Lacy

Well, let’s see.. I counted it up and this month I will be working a total of 320 hours at my two jobs. I’m a nurses aide, but they’re training me to be team leader now. Curves is a total back burner because I’m working so many doubles I can’t go work out (7 am to 11 pm) Today a girl told me I was slimming up. I was impressed with that. I don’t or haven’t seen much action on the scale.. I’m drinking about 80 to over a 100 oz of water a day.

post will be from phone again.. well i went to the podiatrist yesterday. i have a foot that has been swollen for two year now. i had a blockage test last year, but nothing was found. he wants to do a thousand dollar mri. we did an xray and he told me that apparently i have a dislocated bone in the top of my foot. he is unsure if this happened two years ago and didn’t heal or if this is new. three hundred and nineteen pounds sure as hell doesn’t help the matter. then he tells me take off 6 to 8 weeks

i just got a new job. i’m working plenty of doubles. i joined a gym and i’m finding plenty good excuses not to go like i’m tired as hell doesn’t help the matter. i don’t know

today was my first day at curves. you’ll have to excuse the no caps. i’m typing this on my phone. i enjoyed it. it wasn’t six flags.. but hell i’m exercising so i can go to six flags or any where and feel good about me.. i can do it but currently i’m wanting a twenty piece honey bar b q wings from kfc my mouth waters at the thought… yea smaller jeans here i come ha ha

SO, I totally have blown it.. I know I’ve gained more weight than I had on to begin with.  It sucks.. I’m 25 years old and I’m almost at 350.  Sex sucks, well, not really, but it just puts a hinderance on it.  I want to feel good about myself.  I want that body I had a few years back, before I had the job at the all you can eat chinese buffet….

It’s so hard.. and I was walking with a friend..and then it got hot and she no longer wanted to do anything..